A Burning Reminder

I just visited the Sun

Photo by Selvan B on Unsplash

I came up here and I swallowed the Sun.
It was too much for my body, so it got out, but we weren’t done.
“I left a miniature of me inside you.
It has the same substance as me
and now also as you.
Before you go I have a question to ask.
What’s the difference you sense
with my substance in your heart”?
I silence the sounds of the surroundings,
and I make real contact with my body.
My mind gets stuck on the Sun’s gift,
but I pass by the thought, without being attached to it.
I try to scan myself from head to toe
to realize what changed with the light I borrowed.
My scanner, the Observer which is me without subjectivity,
— that voice that neither “caresses” nor judges the earthly me — ,
says that no change of substance seemed to have happened;
just that my range of perception is being widened.
When did that took place, how do I become a stronger radar?
Was it magic or it was the light of the sun?
Wait. What do you mean ‘no change of substance’?
Same light before and after the sun’s entrance?
The data show that the expansion is running
while I am consciously doing that scanning.
So, not before? Did the Sun add nothing to my vessel?
Was I mocked by the dark’s partner?
No, no, the Sun can’t lie.
Eternity’s entities have nothing to hide.

What remains then? What’s the answer?
Oh, I “see” now; the Sun was always in there.
“What a great messenger you are, you burning life-giver!
You offered me a placebo to make me uncover
the reality that is present in me (since) forever,
the Self to which my personality struggles to surrender.
OK, I’ll go now to let you do your work.
It’s really hot here, I can’t stay long.
But I know now I have your warmth in me,
and I’ll try to keep it alive on earth, the great transformation’s field”.

Anthi Psomiadou — CC BY-NC-ND 4.0 International : Credit must be given to the creator/ Only noncommercial uses of the work are permitted/ No derivatives

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𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺, 𝘷𝘶𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺, 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 & 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴.

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Anthi Psomiadou

Anthi Psomiadou

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Writing, Life Coaching, Criminology, and more. But I simply do these, I am not these. I just am. Born and living in Greece (in both Ancient and modern…)