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I Lived Almost 10 Years of My Childhood in Nightmares

I used to sit idle for hours at night just to avoid having those night terrors

Shaqib Akram
Know Thyself, Heal Thyself
5 min readAug 31, 2022

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Shaqib Akram, chilling on a chair while making a pose for getting clicked.
Once upon a time, when I was a kid! Photo by Shaqib Akram

We all have some amazing childhood memories that we love to often think about and share with others. Of course, I do have many good memories I’ll cherish forever. But I also have some really worst ones as nightmares (not the real ones but some bad dreams) that I do not even want to imagine.

The stories we experience in dreams are usually funny but awkward, and sometimes they can be a nightmare too. But to start living with those nightmares day after day becomes very disturbing.

I don’t remember exactly, but I guess I was just 6 or 7 years old when I first experienced these haunting dreams. After that, it became a routine for me. I could not do anything instead to live with those nightmares year after year.

What is a Nightmare?

A nightmare is a frightening dream with negative feelings that feels vivid & real and can be upsetting & bizarre. It leaves you unable to control the situation during sleep and awakes you from a deep sleep, setting your heart pounding from fear. They often occur during the REM “rapid eye movement” stage of sleep.

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