Last farewell
Farewell to all the agonies and perplexities associated with you.
You seemed like the finest guy.
Like my favorite color “Brown”
Young and naive but my love was as profound as an evermore river.
I fell for you so hard.
I had spent my last three years crying.
Crying to witness the complexity of my life and I blamed you the most for it.
Friends and family saw me disassociated from the world. I plunged myself into the darkest forestlands of this world.
Days filled with constant turmoil and upheaval, yet I still managed to dust off my burdens and start afresh.
Until your thoughts chased me on my darkest nights and I didn’t dare suppress myself from releasing my pain.
One pain after another and I didn’t realize when I got hooked on to healing.
Healing felt like a rollercoaster of joy and pain but I finally recovered my wounds.
Days started to feel much lighter and peaceful yet your thoughts were like bugs in software constantly nudging me to check my growth.
I realized the key to this journey and sprinted fast on my spiritual path.
Nights became a lovable solitude and I immersed myself in the serenity of meditation.
Friends and family saw me leveling up in the world. I dodged the darkest places to reside in the verandah of my soul.
A verandah filled with mosses and wisteria. Now, I became the witness of all its beauty.
Your thoughts! Your thoughts floated on my balcony, waiting for the last goodbye.
So after all this time, I decided to break free from my web maze.
I offered them some white lilies and kissed them remorsefully for the last time. This was the moment that I had waited for so long.
They insisted on staying with me but I refused their pleas.
I have learned a new form of love and that love doesn’t require me to obsess over you.
I have bid farewell to your thoughts but our love’s fragrance has already permeated the walls of my verandah and I hope I can cherish it forever.
True love is indeed wishing well for your loved ones and I want to wish you the best.
My heart swells with gratitude and love for your contribution to my growth.
My last farewell to your thoughts; my obsession; my insecurities; and my past are all dedicated to you!!!
Love and peace to all.
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