Why I Have Stopped Drinking

And what would happen if I start.

I don’t know how people drink to get over their pain. For me, it’s the other way round. Instead of helping me move away, drinking pushes me back to the same pain I am trying to forget, making me not only remember those events that caused the pain but also relive them in such high alcohol-induced-vividness that makes the pain a thousand times more excruciating…