Where are you?

Missed anniversaries, Forgotten birthdays
When my world goes up and down
And life pulls me 100 ways
I pause to breathe deep
I try my best not to weep
But tears just flow
Sometimes rushing and sometimes slow
And my heart searches for your hand
For it to hold me while I try to stand
That tight hug I crave for day and night
I would move mountains for it, with all my might
Where are you…
I searched everywhere
The heaven, the earth and inside of me
For that glimpse is all I want to see!
Hold me, guide me, keep me going
It is not easy but I promise I am trying!