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Have you ever been Love BROKEN?
“Waking up from horror, a dream, a nightmare of unimaginable fear that grabs hold of you like it shook your very core from existence, rattling your mind so much that it lingers with your very essence of being for as long as you can remember that dream.”
Dreams remain with us for a few minutes, some even recall the dream for the day or possibly a few days but can shake it off after a short time, but what if those dreams were real? What happens when the fear, the pain, and the suffering hit your core, in real life, breaking your spirit, your soul, and your desire to be happy, leaving you broken?
First time Broken
At the young age of 17, I was madly in love with a girl, one who was living with me at my father's house. She was wonderful and had a bright light that always glimmered and seemed to glow all the time. Her spirit brought joy into my life that seemed to make me a better person. The joy of her company was uplifting and just all around made for a better day and night. She made things seem to fit just right and I fell in love with her.
About 2 months before my 19th birthday, I took her over to one of my friend's houses, which wasn’t anything out of the ordinary. We spent the day there hanging out, talking, and playing video games. Everything seemed to be fine as we said our goodbyes to the friend and made our way to the car. But something had changed in her, something clicked in her that made things take a turn for the worse.
She told me on the way to the car that it was over, she didn’t want to be with me anymore, with no explanation as to why. It was just over, I begged her to stay with me, asking her to stay and let's talk this out. She told me there was nothing to talk about it was over, in addition to that my friend or so I thought, said she could stay with him. I was in the middle of the apartment complex parking lot, in the car, begging for her to stay. I had already spent almost 2 years together and there were no signs of this change. I was on my knees begging her to stay as tears poured from my eyes. I was so lost to understand why she would do this out of the blue. My mind was shattered by all the things that I could have done.
