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Have you ever been Love BROKEN?

Beauty Girl
LGBTQTIA+ Elite
6 min readApr 3, 2024

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“Waking up from horror, a dream, a nightmare of unimaginable fear that grabs hold of you like it shook your very core from existence, rattling your mind so much that it lingers with your very essence of being for as long as you can remember that dream.”

Dreams remain with us for a few minutes, some even recall the dream for the day or possibly a few days but can shake it off after a short time, but what if those dreams were real? What happens when the fear, the pain, and the suffering hit your core, in real life, breaking your spirit, your soul, and your desire to be happy, leaving you broken?

First time Broken

At the young age of 17, I was madly in love with a girl, one who was living with me at my father's house. She was wonderful and had a bright light that always glimmered and seemed to glow all the time. Her spirit brought joy into my life that seemed to make me a better person. The joy of her company was uplifting and just all around made for a better day and night. She made things seem to fit just right and I fell in love with her.

About 2 months before my 19th birthday, I took her over to one of my friend's houses, which wasn’t anything out of the ordinary. We spent the day there hanging out, talking, and playing video games. Everything seemed to be fine…

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Beauty Girl
LGBTQTIA+ Elite

Primarily Talking About Trans folk Topics and LGBTQ+ Support. Occasionally off-topic for other matters. “She/her”