It is a love month. February. But I have no one with me. I am getting old. Where is my Cindy. I love her very much. I should have her. Sooner.

Then I get inspired. Not only in loving but in merely living. I eat. I sleep. I woke up. I work. And yes I am inspired despite of.

I am inspired though the internet connection here in our furnished apartment is so slow. I am inspired despite of. I am looking forward for a better tomorrow everyday and always looking up for the work in the office despite of. I am always getting that trick on my mind that I should be going or else I will be dumped somewhere else. I need to be going.

And some of my rewards to myself despite of my shortcomings is to treat myself once in a while. Just like last night we went to Al-Khobar and have some good time there eating and just strolling around. I even bought myself perfume for my everyday used.

Life indeed is a mystery but somehow we must simplify it because I guess in reality it is really very simple. Just like that!