For The Captain

Is it time to abandon ship?

Nirinda Niatiansya
Lit Up
2 min readApr 24, 2024

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It took me five whole years
traveling around your temples
Circumnavigating the precipice of your skin,
from the back of your knees, to the tip of your chin

It took me four minutes and thirty two seconds
to drive my tongue from along your lower lip
to the center of your sternum — slowly
stopping here, there, and then some — patiently

Treading the exact same seas,
I was on a different ship
Mine was crashing against the waves
at the gulf of your left hip

Mine was small and dull,
compared to yours — utterly colorful

Eyes glistening like a little kid,
how I wish I could board it
Maybe next sail after I pay my debt
for falling steadily in love with its masthead

The secrets, the winds, the sun —
my knots undone

The touches, the drinks, the pleasure — 
the things I treasure

Nirinda Niatiansya is a writer from Jakarta, Indonesia. You can find her on Instagram, Medium, or in her room drinking iced coffee and watching Modern Family for the thousandth time.

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Nirinda Niatiansya
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A creative writer from Jakarta who writes made-up, romanticized meanings. Most of the time, she just likes words that sound pretty together.