I, Never

(found-ish poetry or whatever)

A hundred hearts in acclaim
 ░ it started out with a kiss
they’re celebrating my pain
 ░ How did it end up like this?

░ Now they’re going to bed
I feel a piece of me die
░ and my stomach is sick
but I’m too fucked up to cry.

░ I never
got to dance
░ I never
got the chance
with every breath paralysis
░ taking control
░ I just can’t look its killing me
but no one knows


Now the crowd’s going wild
░ as she’s touching his chest
there’s a cheer in the air
░ as he takes off her dress

They congratulate him 
 ░ while he’s having a smoke
but I just want it to end
 ░ and she’s taking a toke

You never
felt this way
░ I never
had a day
with every breath paralysis
░ taking control
░ I just can’t look its killing me,
please cut my throat.

░ I never
 I, never
 I… never

♀j


░ “found” from Mr. Brightside