I Think Life Wants Me To Move On

Raiscara Avalon
Oct 8, 2019 · 2 min read

Definitely feeling a push.

Photo by Erda Estremera on Unsplash

Call it whatever you wish, but I’m fairly sure it’s time for me to start fresh somewhere else other than where I am living now.

All the signs are there — anything that would have me staying put has fallen through so far. Even things that were already approved! My furnace for one. It was approved, the estimate was approved, the oil company was ordering the stuff — and it all fell through. Granted, that leaves me scrambling for my next move before it gets just too damn cold, but right now there isn’t much I can do.

Besides making money, 'cause that’s always useful. I do have a GoFundMe, but I’m not banking on that alone.

So I am mostly leaving it in the Universe’s hands, or whatever you want to call it. Within reason, I am a bit of a control freak, so this is kind of new for me. But there are too many hands in this now for me to even attempt to control the outcome — I’m more or less along for the ride at this point.

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Raiscara Avalon

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Writer/Editor/Proofreader/Tutor/Life Coach/Writing Coach/Chronic Illness Sufferer/Single Mom/Photographer— can be found at https://www.raiscaraavalon.com

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