Clarity
This is the ongoing journal of my personal awakening. Through up to date and un-edited realness, I hope to help you walk through your own awakening with more balance, love and ease.
I want to feel rock solid in my purpose —
what I’m here to do.
I have more clarity than I ever did before.
But I’m not sure where this is taking me.
This thought I’m having,
and then another.
Why does this moment feel so uncomfortable?
Please help me shed light on my injury —
my physical healing process
and what my body needs from me.
I’ve been in physical therapy for 7 months
and the progress is coming little by little,
bit by it.
But the pain is still so strong.
I feel the burning down the back of my leg and calf.
The tension in my hip.
Where does it come from?
I want to believe that since my cells regenerate continually
I could wake up to a body of new cells and be pain free.
But I keep repeating old patterns.
The pain keeps reinforcing itself.
Like I’m a computer —
rebooting every day.
And each morning I wake up
the same program starts again.
The pain.
The tension.
How do I let go?
How do I flow with this?
How do I dance into this
so I can move through it
instead of repeating
the same patterns.
Julia Coplan, an intuitive artist, uses dance, photography and writing to get unstuck from mental chatter and allow creativity to flow through.
