A moment of panic

As avoidant tendencies ebb & flow

There is always some
Truth to the delusion
Stars fade from the sky but
Shine bright in my mind
Please don’t leave the
Mirage I’ve transposed
I want to keep living
In this impossibly shaped bubble
Bursting at the seams
As each truth transforms
Into the lie I always knew
Deep down down down
Falling
I’m empty again
Hardened for the 100th time
Loneliness calls
Beckoning me once again
Into her cold arms