Black Lotus

Haven’t I had enough already
my body is withering away without the light I once had
The pain I feel, the bruises you gave
still feel fresh and numb under my skin

What is this feeling of yearning
for a love you dare not
For whom am I, still waiting
knowing you are long gone

Is this the love I was taught
Or the love I chose
Fingers are heavy with a steel bond only I treasure
Was I stupid to believe I had a chance with you?

By Mash ❤