Late nights with you.
I’m lost in lust
I’m lost in love
I’m lost when I’m alone with my own thoughts
When you’ve drifted off to sleep and you’ve left me here
Wondering where we’ll be in six years time
Scratching at the surface of our relationship
You lie there to my left in your dream boat, unaware of the real world
I’m here stuck in reality
Stuck thinking
Why am I here?
Why have you chosen ME and not some other blonde you met in a club?
I lie here paralysed and wide awake
I am the lucky one that puts up with your late night snoring and sleep talking
I am the lucky one that 40% of the time gets to be your big spoon
I am the lucky one that gets to put my cold feet on your warm thighs when I’m too lazy to turn the heating on
I am the lucky one who has your heart forever but doesn’t know where to put it right now
I am the lucky one.
And I’m terrified that I’m going to fuck it up
I’m terrified that I’ll drop your heart
I’m terrified that I’ll care so much about yours that I’ll forget about mine
I’m terrified that one day I’ll wake up and see that your heart, the same heart I adore is in the arms of another girl
And that would break mine in two
But for now, you’re here
You’re warm
You’re mine
Unaware of all these potential dangers
Beautifully ignorant
Beautifully peaceful
Beautiful.
