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Blessings without a mirror

Pherawaty
lvsoulfairy
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3 min readMay 23, 2022

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Sometimes you don’t know why you choose to take another direction. There are moments you have no control and it’s decided for you. There are moments it’s you who needs to decide and no matter how beautiful and freeing, it can be freighting as well. We all wish we have all the freedom in the world to lead our life and when the moment is there we have every control in our hand, we can enter in panic you’ve never expected. Having control, having freedom, it isn’t always a dream, but it can lead you to the greatest dream further than your own desires and imagination.

It’s up to you how you experience and will handle the road that’s coming to you. Even though you’ve made your decision, it doesn’t guarantee it will give you the outcome you have calculated. It usually even doesn’t. Certainly if you’ve taken the step with all the freedom in your body and mind. With trusting faith in all its wonders, you may be directed to another state of this universe you didn’t even want to go. That may be the consequence in choosing freedom, in choosing what’s never been done. If it’s ever been done, you will know somehow what the result will be. Even then, your journey may not even mirror the journeys that were headed before you.

Each person is different, not by personality or looks, but also when it comes to the promised journey of their soul. That’s something unseen to the eyes. So we may meet one another in our life, but each other’s missions can be completely different. So even though you think someone in your corner has similarities with you, it will not be exactly the same. Never mistake meeting one another with the same outcome or purpose. However, don’t forget the blessing someone can bring into your life. The companionship that can grow over time or even the inspiration to enlighten each other’s journey. Because there will be moments one of you will be covered into darkness, won’t be able to see the road ahead and it may need your light to continue. Without the light of others, we will always be blind for our own blessings.

The meeting of other souls can influence everything and time will tell how long they will be next to you. The continuance of this journey is one of the choices you make as well. It isn’t always the other, it can also be you who will change direction or will influence how you will proceed. Especially when the other is not able to see the light on the road, you need to be all the light you can be for the other. Consider properly if that’s what you can do, if your light is strong enough to be bright for both of you. It should be a shared investment and not something only one should do. Or even better, the presence of you both just brings out the greatest light in you. Without any reinforcement, you will shine whenever you’re with the other one. That’s when you know, meeting the other, joining each other, is meant to be to continue the journey you wanted to complete.

Don’t forget, no matter how beautiful your journey may seem at any moment. There can be a decision for you to make, when you least expect it. Even when you’re not prepared to do so. Maybe you feel like you haven’t learnt enough to enter the next level, it doesn’t matter because this is when it should happen. Next to that, each choice you make, each direction you take, will give you the next life lesson and the greater kind will come sooner or later. Time after time you may wonder why you’re always confronted with the same kind of decisions to make and it all adds up to the greatest mission you have chosen a long time ago, before you were sent on this earth. You will get there, only the journey will remain the unrevealed mystery. Only when you are able to get inside your soul, it will be more clear. If it doesn’t, your soul will find a way to be heard. Just to get you to the place you want to be all those years.

written by Pherawaty

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Pherawaty
lvsoulfairy

As Pherawaty, real name Verawati Calmer, I write prose and poetry to embrace darkness and sadness with love and light. https://linktr.ee/pherawaty