Wrecked

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I feel her touch but I feel vague

This is another foolish mistake

It is to think that she will fill

The gaps in my heart that wait still

I wish I was drunk when we kissed

So wouldn’t have to live with the guilt forever

I wish you were a shooting star I missed

With that my life would be better

I wish you were not so lovely

I wish you hadn’t been waiting

Now my heart beats only partly

Preparing for another storm you’re creating

I let myself into a trap

That, I’ve always known, awaited

I wish I could find a map to go back

To cure myself; shattered, faded.

Thank you! :)