Film directorš¬ ļ¼Entrepreneurš¼? This little girl? She canāt beā¦!
Itās a Xintong Yeās film, but a little different this time.
Itās a film about herself.
Still interested? Wait a second, Letās dive in.
Filmmaking, are you kiddingā¦?
āWow, itās a female director!ā
Last year, when I was shooting my film, a friend of our team stuff came in, and that was the first word he said.
I know he didnāt mean any harm when he said that, and I wasnāt annoyed as well. I know the result will speak for itself.
However, it did make me think about the stereotypes and preconceptions we all carry.
Me, a āconflictāāperson?
Perhaps.
People always view me as ācuteā, ālovelyā and āgentle ā when they first see me or just watch my photos. Yes, that might be part of me, but I am also āstrongā, āthoughtfulā, and maybe a little bit ārebelliousā.
Back in high school, I firmly made up my mind to study filmmaking and dreamed of becoming a film director, despite my familyās reservations. They saw it as a waste of my academic potential.
But I know, that only by finding the things I truly love, can I be fully dedicated to it. Otherwise, I would just do āso-soā, I always know myself about that.
And then I did it! The movie is an art of dream. I couldnāt believe that the images, scenes, and stories that lingered in my mind could one day be real!
I became a film director, gathering and leading people together to make my little dream come true. That is the most satisfying thing I have ever done in my life.And guess what? Some of my short films even won awards. That was the icing on the cake!
Changing to study marketing, why doing thatļ¼
As I mentioned before, I was obsessed with filmmaking, so why do I study marketing right now? Is that kind of betrayal of my dream and inner belief?
A good question.
No one made me do that.
I also like doing marketing and business. Shooting a film is about telling the story, and so does marketing. Itās about creative ideas, influencing minds, and maybe even changing social norms.
A concept alone canāt convince, but a story does.
I have learned the basic skill of making a short film, I am not quitting it. Conversely, I can go back to filmmaking whenever I want, as long as I have money.
Yes, that the money thing comes.
I was born and raised in a business family, and maybe that is also the reason they were against me studying filmmaking before, thatās not a highly rewarding career.
But our family business didnāt go smoothly. In 2016, when I was only 15 years old, my grandparentās company got bankrupt because of the financial crisis in China. I went from a āPrincessā to āCinderellaā.
However, I had also learned so much from that experience. I used to hate those ābusiness peopleā since our family was deceived by them. But after I grow up, I have my perspective and judgment of the world. I would like to call those things āhuman natureā.
Itās a reptileās world?
Yes, it is.
So I wouldnāt be upset or surprised if people trickled me or even took advantage of me. But I still believe that, only by being sincere and kind, can a person laugh at the end. So does a product and a company.
Itās a ruthless world, but also a world full of chances and challenges.
Even if I still have a lot of things to learn, I am ready for it.
Whatās the blog used for?
Firstly, as an NYU student majoring in Integrated Marketing, I use this blog to write my own marketing perception . It is the first time for me to write an English blog. Itās a brand-new experience for me.
And I like it!!ā¤ļø
I feel like I can be free to express myself and share my own opinions and feelings compared to writing an essay. So this blog will also be my secret base where I can share my insight and record the growth of my mind.
Itās more like writing a diary.Even though itās a fast-paced era, we all prefer 15-second videos rather than long articles. But keep writing is always a romantic thing. I am glad I can keep doing that!
Last but not least, thank you for being here with me.