How I Puked And Found Enlightenment in Orlando: A Love Story

a·ya·huas·ca: /ˌīəˈwäskə/ noun — a tropical vine native to the Amazon region noted for its hallucinogenic properties and funky taste.

Catherine Durkin Robinson
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The year before quarantine, my fiftieth birthday loomed large.

I wondered how best to celebrate.

A spa day?

A themed party with black and white balloons and Sassy Handpainted Wine Glasses® filled with my favorite Orange varietal — wine of choice for my new demographic, according to r/menopause.

Or maybe hide under a weighted blanket and buy editing software to finally do something about my headshots on Instagram.

Lighting and three different filters only go so far.

Then I heard about a nearby ayahuasca retreat.

I’d been reading books and articles about the benefits of psychedelics.

They’re not for everyone, but people suffering from trauma, addiction, medicine-resistant depression, or end-of-life anxiety reportedly find healing and comfort after tripping in therapeutic settings. Clinical studies at Johns Hopkins and Stanford, to name just two, have shown promising results.

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Catherine Durkin Robinson
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I’m a writer and activist. In my spare time, I investigate missing socks. (1287 found since 1995)