Invisible Abuse

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Can feel like the worst kind,
especially when you are raised by a borderline.
Gaslighting marathons.
Angry outbursts.
No accountability whatsoever and it hurts.

Irresponsible in other ways too.
Forbidden love.
Private knowledge given from above.
In their presence I never feel right.
No matter how much I zen and attempt to find my own own light.