I CARE TOO MUCH
POEM : A FEELING BEYOND SEEKING COMPLETION…
Scribbled words
To the writings undone
To the heart beating with caress
Mind cluttered with constant drum of questions.
Amidst the crossroads —
Is a story of feeling
I Care Too Much..!
Beyond survives certain realizations
With no answers to in depth questions
Preceding ahead I try to mention
To address a feeling breathing emotions
Trekking on the path paralleled with Life
To justify its route to the emotional joy.
I Care Too Much
Sometimes is everything
In the world of your existence..!
Having no resemblance
Its plethora signifies a tale of divine presence
Not easy to thrive in all
To “care much” is not a game of enthrall
To cope with it requires a unique pulse
For it creates a wave of oceanic ripples
Far beyond the mirage of reality
There’s a world breathing within —
Creating an art of I Care Too Much..!
To adore the feelings of empathy
Life drizzles down to myriads of stories
Some question its affirmation
Some point out how is such feeling still existent.
Are there people walking with such ethos
While some label the emotion
To a group comprising crazy morons
To a sound echoing as an insane spirit
Even smile beholds like a passerby of mystics
To question —
Why do you have to care much
For this is not a logical reality to live by..!
To the already duress soul
Caring much already has its peaks of troll.
With the heartaches and silent cries
With the numb walks
To a crown called healthy with faults
To the deep conversations with the sky
Not to understand why
I Care Too Much —
And this is how I peddle by..!
The attic of room however witnessed
The echoes which drenched the melancholy
The carvings on wall outshine
The written tale of caring much with time
To the portrait of scratches
To the never so spoken hours
Caring Too Much
Has a silver Lining of its own scars..!
Ever since its birth
Right from the spectrum of zero to one
The feeling struggles to lie in between grays
It’s either this way or that way
Like either black or white
Like either caring or leaving
Like either embracing all or none in fragments
But never rest under the clouds of standby
I Care Too Much —
To a feeling which heart holds by..!
The channels of calm havoc it narrates
Emboldens time to unfold beautiful pathways
To journey a Life to harness
The art of giving it creates
Has the epitome enrolled with kindness.
Knows not how to hurt by
For it catches every emotion at the blink of an eye
I Care Too Much
I Understand —
Remains Misunderstood By..!
I know not
How much of hours I will scribble
How much of pages I will turn by
How many of the stitches will pin with time
With feet touching the sands of time
Feelings of caring too much
Remains benevolent to a roller coaster ride.
I know not
In regards to the answers I hold by
But to only evolve to realize
There’s no other joy to breathe
In curiosity to questions of caring much
Reflected by a hope beaming beneath the sky.
I Care Too Much
This is how I Live By.
