Burbs.
Going 100 mphs makes you not look back
You don’t have time
You can only look forward and to the sides
With my companion asleep in the passenger
I gripped the wheel, gripped her thigh
I look at her and see how perfect she is
Her scars and bruises stick out like a sore thumb but to me those make her priceless
She’s in satin white, I’m in dingy hand-me-downs
At the speed, at this moment, with no one else on the highway, I can take time to admire her and feel the rush of immortality at the same time
This must be what nirvana feels like
She mumbles words as she sleeps
“Not happy” “alone” “help”
My carelessness ignores it
She awakes to tears and grips my hands
Begging me to slow down and look around, see where we’re heading
Her beauty and the Rush consume me
I can’t help it
She’s crying too much
Gradually we enter the city
Her eyes dry up and she hides her scars
Make up to cover her baggy eyes and broken heart
She grabs the wheel as I change clothes, satin white
We get closer to the heart of the city
As we pull into the suburbs I turn to her
Notice she’s hidden everything
Instead of telling me to slow down she’s telling me to speed up
We enter the burbs and she grabs my hand
Her words turn from “help me” to “I love you” and her
Her grips turn to holds