Endless

1:27 AM Feb. 28 2017 Frank Ocean’s Endless is playing in the background.

I don’t know what’s going on lately. I’ve been distracted from who I am along with what I want. Film, yes. A girl, yes. Money, yes. Something is taking my attention tho.

I go out and I feel disconnected which is awkward because a while back I was talking to **** on a hotel bed about what it meant to create the human connection. To make something Human. I mean I enjoy having people around me and new money but I don’t know.

It’s like I’m running again. I don’t know from who or what.

It’s all so jumbled lately.

Kevin Abstract said it best “im just a ugly boy.”