Jan 25, 2021
Oh Look, The Procrastination Station
The final stop on your journey. we’ve all been there. maybe you are a frequent user if so good luck.
I say that yet I am the master of procrastination. Somehow I can distract myself even though I do not have social media on my phone. It blows my mind every time I sit down to write. An hour passes and all I haven’t written a word. not due to lack of ideas but purely neglect.
If my keyboard would speak, oh well it wouldn’t say anything. a problem like this can be fixed.
I had managed to fix this problem for a matter of weeks. Impressive I know. Life is a drag. it catches up to you eventually. you can’t run from it forever. I can’t escape. I never will. inevitability.
Distractions are everywhere. F*cking emails, I swear they can distract you from anything. Not even important ones just an unorganized email. I currently have 4567 unread emails across my 3 addresses.
Seriously, I thought I fixed this. deleting social media has probably been the best decision of my life. I just deleted youtube. As I'm writing it I did it. good but bad I wasted 10 minutes looking at nonchalant articles on medium.
I love the medium. Its social media did the right way. You are no longer a product on the platform. Yes, I know writing is an amalgamation of yourself. I mean if a product is free then you yourself are the product. This is where medium differs from the rest, you have to pay. Creating unknown benefits for the user.
Rambling is one of my favorite things to do, it should be yours too. If I get comfortable with you, I have no filter I’ll let it all out. This is a good trait, I hope. It will definitely lead to problems further down the road. But as I’m a teen well you should be able to guess by now. I don’t care.
at least do it the right way
If you are going to procrastinate, make it meaning full. Something as empty as this shouldn’t have to be. Why does procrastination have a predetermined outcome? It can be worthwhile. listen or watch informative content. or don’t.
Perspective, everyone is different. Contradict yourself once in a while. Open your mind. who gives a shit about political opinions there still human. we are 99.9% the same. its genetics search it up. Do something for yourself. No hate is needed in this world. War is not warred it's an economy fueled by hatred. pretty messed upright?
F*ck whoever said pick a niche in the first place. Look at youtube the top creators who have it all. do they have a niche? not really a broad niche like vlogging or gaming but the world and his wife have one so it’s not unique it's not a niche. It’s them. be a personality. control who you are. Be yourself. Stop posting shit like your the princess of the world your not. It’s your fake world. not the real one. no one wants to be a king or queen.
What’s wrong with being an outcast? nothing. There is no current outcast in the online world everyone is welcome. Yet there is a clear divide between creator and consumer. but a faded line between what the product is.
be lonely. all you need is a partner, someone beside you no matter what.
Common sense we all have it unless you are extremely intelligent. not being rude but that is the truth of it. Use some once in a while. The world is full of and outs. That’s why it's hard to be different. current culture allows anyone to have everything.
You don’t have to be mega-rich. You can do everything on a budget. You have to work a little.
I’ve officially lost the plot. I don’t know what I’ve written. I hope it’s good. I’m letting out my mind on a bit of paper.
I wanted to provide a solution for you but I haven’t. I sorry but what did you expect. you’re welcome. I hope I have another one of these moods.
