Create Your Most Beautiful Life
I realized last night that when I went from just creating my own beautiful life with intention, and loving my life so much, to trying to teach others to create their own beautiful life with intention and to love their life so much, things got wobbly.
I realized they got wobbly because I entered this arena where I was then looking at and comparing myself to all these other people in that arena, and as soon as I started doing THAT, it majorly started f-ing with my own ability to create and manifest the way I used to.
And the reason for that was so simple, it was that IN that comparison, what I once thought to be amazing and felt really proud of and fulfilled in, suddenly wasn’t enough.
Because it wasn’t as much as this person or that person on social media and what THEY were doing or had done.
That feeling of lack and insufficiency quickly reflected in my experience. It manifested as a feeling (and all the proof to go along with it) that I was not enough.
Suddenly I felt ‘stuck’ in a way I had not ever really felt before.
Before I had been doing my life creation in private, I set my goals and desires that I wanted to experience and nobody would know if I hit them or not but me. There was no pressure, social media was also still fairly new back then and not at all…