A Letter To My Crush

Dear crush,

I have lost the count, how many times I have asked you out in my mind and didn't get an actual answer for obvious reasons. But that's the beauty of having you in my mind. Your flaws get covered up in the perfect personality that I create in here. In my opinion, having a crush is more convenient than having a soulmate. This thought may vary according to every individual. Especially the one who are engaged in a relationship. But a guy like me can always hope.

I would have fulfilled my dream and asked you out, but I was scared. Because I didn't want to end that one thing I have with you, that is our friendship. I was scared to pay that cost of rejection. All my expectations could have came crashing down in the fear of rejection, I have daydreamed about you, listened to my favorite song and imagined us together. Did all the cringy stuffs to embarrass you enough, and I am not even sorry for that.

On the other hand, having a soul mate makes you feel secure or guarantees you to be yours and yours only. But it comes with a responsibility of loyalty and self-respect. But having a crush does not come with any such boundaries. You can look at her as long as you want until she turns to you and tries to make an eye contact. For me, that's the most beautiful thing I can imagine.

I haven't written this letter as a confession. I want you to be an inspiring partner for your Valentine. Likewise, I know you are out of my league, but I am not sulking over it as it's been a while. Not only that, but I want you to be the love that inspires. The love that inspires others to fall. The love that inspires your partner to achieve his dream. Along with his/her parents and loved ones, when he will be giving his achievement speech you might be the one who comes last of it but followed by a stream of tears. Because that's how you should be, a person like the shadow that never leaves.

Your’s not so shy,
Introvert.

Alexa Play "Tujhme Rab Dikhta Hai ".