Finding Root in Change: A Season of Renewal

The Courage to Begin Again

Esther Levy
Modern Women
Published in
4 min readOct 30, 2024

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Midjourny by Esther levy

As I acclimate to a second chance at partnership, the midlife part of me feels both grateful and, strangely, a little behind.

While many people my age are buying homes and investing in things that matter, I sometimes feel like I’m still catching up.

For years, I was just surviving as life crumbled around me.

The Cost of Constant Movement

The lot I was dealt in life came with a lot of movement — moving homes, cities, even countries.

Besides the financial expense, each new start meant a new job, new people, a new climate, and a new mentality to adjust to.

The benefit? I learned to adapt quickly and make the best of any situation.

But now, my body feels tired. My soul feels tired.

As I step into this new chapter, I’m incredibly grateful, but I’m also absorbing the emotional weight of everything I’ve left behind.

Seeking Strength in What I Can Control

In this season of life, I’m learning to focus on what I can control rather than what I can’t.

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Esther Levy
Esther Levy

Written by Esther Levy

Mind & Body Programming | The Art of Preparation | Author of "Interior Design of the Body" | Self-Growth Advocate | Skincare | Motherhood | Holistic Health.

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