We Loved, But Were Never Aligned

Lily Low
Moonrise Literary
Published in
Nov 16, 2020

love alone was not enough

We met in debate

Eye-balling each other’s competition

– ourselves.

Little side glances turned into

Ongoing chats, topics ranging from

Vague insights of the future, to

Endless thoughts about the purpose of our existence

Daily, we were falling — and falling fast

Blooming, we both were

Unable to deny our attraction

Tossing and turning, occur

Weeks turned to months

Eventually you confessed

Regretfully, as you lamented years after, via text

Easing into the start of our relationship

New,

Each other’s first real relationship

Valiant we were, in the face of naysayers

Eagerly, we basked in public validation of our couple photos

Regretfully, disregarding the main root of our problems

Alas, my first love

Love alone was not enough

Iridescent, as our love may be

Gradually we realised we were

Never aligned — many things compromised it could not

Eager as we were,

Damned will our futures be if we were still together

We Loved, But Were Never Aligned

Chaotic as we were

Overall we survived

Not counting the handful of times I

Forced smiles as you went girl after girl within the next year

Ironically through those times

Damsel in distress, I was not

Actually, it was these moments which led to the building of my empire

No longer the little girl with naïve dreams, rather

The princess who

Saves herself in this one

Confidants

We thankfully became, after.

On our own separate journeys

We thrive

And that is what matters, our shared laughter.

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Lily Low
Moonrise Literary

“No darkness, no season is eternal.” | Writes about mental health, music, current issues, life, poetry, and faith.