Change
…just try it and start living !!!
How often we pity those who are heart-broken, mock those in misery, envy those in love, dream of wild sex and think of success as something, only for the rich.
I have been doing the same all this while. Here’s my short story for you.
Fell in love five years ago with a beautiful girl who made me feel that she was the Ms.Right for me. I thought that I had found the most special thing in my life and that was LOVE. Something most people miss. Life then got so stagnant. Everything began to revolve around her. Plan stuff for ourselves. It was no longer “ME” any more. Thing’s I had dreamt of doing just happened to dissappear all in a moment. Everything changed, and I welcomed that change as I was enjoying it.
The next four years
Boooorrringgg…Nothing much to write about. It was love and some time pass. That’s it.Rest of it was bullshit.
Four years later
BOOMM…That beautiful lady broke up with me as she was cheating on me with another guy. Seems like a normal story right. LOVE-SEX-DOKHA. The relationship lasted for four years with one year of trauma and torture that followed. I couldn't believe that she could do such a thing with me. I tried ending my life lot many times. I peed more alcohol then water and harmed myself in a lot many ways. Was hospitalized for the substances I consumed. Completely disrespected my body. All because I just did not want to accept this change.
Change guys is something we sometimes accept unknowingly and most of the times refuse to accept. Change is one of the most important aspect of life. If we are able to accept it as it comes we free ourselves from most of the worries of life. I was an ass to take such a long time to accept it. But now that I have learned it the hard way, it is something I would never forget.
So what has this change given me?
Not a lot of things, but surely stuff that I would have never have done if I hadn’t accepted it. First of all, I suddenly had so much more time for myself. I started seeing things around. Started living. Got a hell lot of new friends and did crazy things I am scared of even writing down here.
I realised that life is so fuckin short for us to fuck it even more. That was exactly what I was doing with my life. But now things are different, I am doing thing I love and with the people I love. The coder in me just woke up. Learning never seemed so awesome. I believe that I can make all my possibilities to reality and I am loving it. Life never seemed so beautiful before.
So guys stop blaming the situation you are in or be victimized by it. Its you who decides your fate and not God. We are just too lazy and scared to take the first step. We dream big, but never think of making them realities. What we are may be a result of what we were, but what we will be is completely in our hands. So all you guys and gals, move your asses of your couch, go out, do what you love to, go crazy and start living like never before coz as I said before, life is too short to fuck it even more.
Make the most of 2014, kya pata KAL HO NA HO
Adios.
