Am I losing myself

Last night I was awake . Posted too many texts. Was feeling really into thinking that reader’s are interested. But it’s not like I think. I suffer from mental state and was on therapy this morning. Told them that I was not sleeping at all. They were little worried. So I came home and hit Medium but there are no readers. Maybe the problem is really in me.

Should I stop? I think again of stopping but I will find a way. Can you please help me out. Reader’s are like medicine for my broken soul.

Is it fair? I am loosing myself