Dummywritter
Mr. Plan ₿ Publication
3 min readAug 15, 2024

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If I See the Sea, I Think That’s Where My Soul Belongs.

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If I see the sea, I think that’s where my soul truly belongs. The vast expanse of water, both ever-changing and constant, mirrors the tumultuous yet enduring nature of my own existence. Like a wave—steady and wild—that’s how I would describe my life. It’s a journey marked by relentless storms, heartaches, and betrayals. I often find myself adrift in a sea of uncertainties, not fully understanding why these trials befall me. Yet, despite it all, I receive admiration and affection from those around me.

Yet, amidst this admiration, I am left to ponder: who will truly delve into the depths of my inner self? Who will seek to understand the complex layers that define my being?

I am a lost soul, wandering through the labyrinth of life, uncertain of my direction. Each step feels like a venture into the unknown, guided by hope but shadowed by doubt. My path is not clearly marked, and I navigate through it with a sense of fragility. The future remains elusive, and each day brings new challenges that can shift the course of my journey in unexpected ways. The unpredictability of life is both thrilling and terrifying, as every choice and circumstance can alter the trajectory of my existence in profound ways.

The nature of life as an unpredictable gamble is a reality that I grapple with daily. We are all players in this grand game, each facing our own unique set of uncertainties. The world is a complex tapestry of chance and fate, where the outcomes of our actions are often beyond our control. The rollercoaster of emotions—joy, sorrow, hope, despair—shapes our experiences in ways we cannot always anticipate. This ever-shifting landscape demands adaptability and resilience, forcing us to confront our fears and embrace the unknown.

In the midst of this chaotic uncertainty, I find myself yearning for someone who can bring a sense of peace and stability to my tumultuous life. I long for a companion who will be a steadfast presence amid the unpredictability, someone who will offer solace and understanding as I navigate through the highs and lows. I seek a person who will accept me fully, with all my complexities—both my beauty and my flaws. I desire a connection where love is unconditional, where acceptance is not contingent on perfection but rather embraces my true self in all its dimensions.

I dream of finding a kindred spirit who will stand by me through the inevitable storms and calm alike. This person would be someone who can see beyond the surface and recognize the deep pain that often constricts me, while also celebrating the moments of joy and serenity that punctuate my existence. I hope for a bond that transcends superficial understanding, where empathy and unwavering support provide a sanctuary for my soul.

In this quest for meaningful connection, I cling to the hope that there exists a person who will offer not only acceptance but also a sense of refuge from life’s capricious nature. If I could find such a person, someone who understands the unpredictable ebb and flow of life and still chooses to stand by me, it would be akin to discovering a place where my soul can finally find its peace—just like the sea, ever steady yet endlessly profound.

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Dummywritter
Mr. Plan ₿ Publication

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