Why it’s so easy to give up on yourself as an artist

Sunday, October 3, 2021

Woke up 4:35 am
To bed at 10:30 pm

Still things aren’t the way I’d like them to be. I fail a lot these days. Fail to go to bed as early as I planned. Maybe I need a little bit more time to find the right structure.

What is good is that I watch myself, see the failures and think about ways to correct things in this new situation. I am aware that things aren’t working and I can, if I’ll continue to monitor myself and ponder…