Letter to God — 13
What an interesting day. I seem to be saying that a lot lately! I really enjoyed connecting with you this morning. I did find it overwhelming as I would think about Your Goodness, Your Love, and Your Charity.
Jesus said something today that I’m a bit worried about when he talked about how we may get to a place where we plateau out and aren’t receiving any Divine Love until we work through and process the issue. This makes sense, but it also seems a little scary. At this stage, I don’t know that I can do this without You. Although my Guides are chiming in to say they’ll help.
I had my first friend strongly reject the Divine Truth information. I don’t want to force anything on him or violate his free will, so intellectually I know I’m okay with his rejecting it. I find his projection a little hard to take, but at least I’m noticing it. It seems like there’s some questioning of me that’s also occurring. I realize that to love him, would be to let this occur. Let him have his feelings and experience them. I am conflicted as to whether I should say anything about his emotions. Maybe not even so much if I should say anything, but I’m second guessing myself about whether I’m correctly identifying the emotions. My body is literally going to be an ache and pain center if I don’t start dealing with these feelings!
God, I heard more about the earth changes tonight. I think I can honestly state that I don’t fear passing. What I’m having a little trouble with is whether I’m actually looking forward to it. There’s a part of me that really would like to be fast tracking myself on the Divine Love Path from the spirit world. I also have a sense that I’d be better able to help my friends and family there. I’d love any sage advice you might have or any broader perspective that You’d provide. I think about how amazing the worlds in the spirit world must be and I truthfully long to explore them. To explore the gardens and the plants and the animals. I long to play with the animals and experience their love.
By the way, I just want to say thank You for my Guides and Guardian. I appreciate You establishing This for me! I’m working to try and connect with them. I feel I need to put more effort into it. If You have any tips, I’m all ears — literally — have you seen these things. I was genetically blessed with big ears! :) For now, sweet dreams.