Your Love Made Me Bitter
Pain expressed…

You made me bitter, your love made me bitter. You destroyed my life, and my very being. Loving you is the only regret I have in life. I gave so much up for someone who didn’t deserve it. I gave everything up, to love you. Yet, you never appreciated it. I guess you’ll never know how much I loved you, because you closed your eyes to everything I did.
Your ego destroyed it all, your anger and temper has cost me my life. I’ve lost everything just for loving you. And all because your ego wouldn’t allow you see your wrongs. And your temper wouldn’t allow me point out your flaws. I was so bent on moulding you to my perfect ace, but you never saw the need. With all your flaws and ego, I still loved you, and I sacrificed it all for you. Everything I ever had, everything I ever was, all sacrificed on the alter of love for you.
And now, I’ve become bitter, taking offense at the least thing done by anyone. I’ve become so bitter I don’t wanna open up to anyone again. I get angry at the slightest things, and I hold on to grudges that don’t even exist. I’m hardened, without any form of forgiveness. I run away from love and people who love me. All because I tasted the wrong love, that has left an indelible scar in my soul and mind...
I regret it all, I regret ever allowing my heart to love you, I regret opening up to you, and showing you immense love you’ve never known. I blame myself, I went the extra mile, I took this love too serious, I gave you too much love than you deserved, too much love than you could ever comprehend. I’ve never loved anyone so much like I loved you. I keep asking myself why I loved you that much even with all your flaws. But then, it just makes me more bitter thinking about it, and having all these thoughts. It’s been very difficult moving on, there’s so much I need to say to you to get closure and move on. And yet, I’m concerned about how bad it’s gonna hurt when I say those things, so i just keep shut and die inside every day.
You made me bitter, so bitter that I don’t value any human interaction anymore. You’ve made me so bitter that I can’t imagine how badly I’m gonna treat the next person that comes into my life. Your love destroyed me. Your love made me bitter. 😢 😢

