Fear of lost. | Daily Digest 23rd April
300 words everyday. let’s first see what will happen one month later.
Just finished the final presentation for competitive strategy, hopefully life will become easier later, thought still have three finals to go.
And I register courses in Future University hosted by Beichenqingnian, a company focus on Youth development and it did very well so I hope I can learn some techniques on how to run online courses and community management skills.
My best friend back to NYC after been to two conferences both at San Diego and Boston as a representative for her future company. I feel so happy that she finds a right company to join in and the trainee programs seems very suitable to her.
May is coming, she and few of my friends will be graduating and I feel kind of lost, since the most important group of people will leave New York and I am not sure about how I will have the upcoming year. I cherished the friendship I had since last September and we really had a great time after all.
Recently, I am struggling to explore how I can make myself happy. This is a lesson I realize I need to learn. Hopefully, the day will come.
Learn to enjoy every minute of your life. Be happy now. Don’t wait for something outside of yourself to make you happy in the future. Think how really precious is the time you have to spend, whether it’s at work or with your family. Every minute should be enjoyed and savored.
— Earl Nightingale
Spring seems finally comes. It takes so long that we been through the winter. I encountered a real difficulty in the past six month and I have to face it by myself but no one to tell. I don’t know when the fear can pass and I can be real me. Really frustrated every night and day. Anyway hope things get better soon.
Have a great night guys. At least I have a place to write.
Good Night.
Keep going, don’t settle!
