Loneliness| Daily Digest 12th May
300 words everyday. let’s first see what will happen one month later.
Things always changing very fast and so as emotions.
Sometimes I will feel solitude and sadness even when I was with many of my friends. At those moments, I feel like I was not in the same space with my friends and I was just looking at them through a class wall. I thought this situation is only appeared in movies or novels, never thought I would have feel that way. So naturally, after realizing I feel that way, I begin to afraid.
- I am afraid that I might be different with others in some negative ways.
- I am afraid that these feelings might lead to more severe phycology problems.
- I am afraid that there might be less people who can understand me which might become obstacles for me.
- Etc.
I don’t know. Since I was a different person, but after something happened in March, I can strongly realize that I require much more on emotional support and accompany which was not the case before. I often got strong sense of lost when I was walking alone or sometimes at night, which makes me uncomfortable and self suspicious.
Yes I am trying to avoid to putting myself into this frustrated situation and also trying begin to open a new chapter in my life, I know this might takes long time and I don’t know whether I can make it, but I can only tell myself things will become better in near future.
Hope you all have a good night.
Stay real！
