People all have needs | Daily Digest 26th April
300 words everyday. let’s first see what will happen one month later.
Now is already 27th, I am making up the reflection for yesterday which actually not what I want to do. But I do have something that I want to write down and reflect.
People all have needs.
This is a sentence that I learned from yesterday’s leadership class. This is such a simple sentence that we all know but in the same time that we actually don’t know. Since actually I am encounter emotional difficulties these days, I have even stronger feeling with this sentence.
Because the fear of lost, I feel extremely uncomfortable everyday when I get up. I suddenly realize I am a person that need accompany in life. But I did not realize this feeling before and I am quite in depended so at very first, I encounter the feeling of shock and anger: How can I be this kind of person that actually reply very much on others. Why I can not be as myself before so that I won’t feel the sense of fear everyday?
I am afraid, and I can not accept. Since I thought I don’t have the needs of accompany and when the needs shows up , I refuse to admit and accept. But all human have needs. Not to mention that I am only a ordinary person.
After all, the first step to become better is to have the courage to accept yourself. Accept that you are different then you think, accept that you are not that good in some aspects. You are lucky that you find those aspects now rather than later, so you still have plenty of time to improve them and become even better.
Hopefully I can feeling better day by day, even might just 0.001%, it is still positive.
Keep going, don’t settle!
