Kelsey Jean Marie
Jun 7 · 2 min read

Tonight I am grateful for the sound of rain surrounding me… ant that it waited for tonight and left me dry while I slept on the beach last night under an amazing star filled sky listening to crashing waves and crackling fire.

I am grateful for steamy make outs after months of not kissing.

I am grateful for a sore back and an available foamy for next time.

I am grateful to have slept through the morning in my own bed and walked downstairs at the exact moment one of my favourite people delivered me a massive incredible tasting breakfast sandwich.

I am grateful for how delicious everything tastes and feels and looks when the moon is in Taurus. I’m almost grateful I gorged myself on popcorn with chocolate mixed into the vegan butter after having a big ol tasty dinner of roasted vegetables and toasted corn tortilla with perfect avacado.

I am grateful I kept going and going on my walk with the dogs today and met some nice people and that the old ladies didn’t think it was amusing when I mentioned the size of my dogs gonads when they wondered why their dog was getting aggressive. I am grateful for my sense of humour and not so grateful I have to research and figure out if when where why I want to get my dog snipped … cause damn he would make cute puppies … and damn I hate taking care of shit like that.

I am grateful I might one day have an administrative assistant who just ADORES working for me and go together with me like pb&j.

I am grateful for blankets and pillows and the squeak of cat as she sleeps.

I am grateful for the client lined up tomorrow who entertains and intrigues me so much and pushes me to own the huge variety of intelligences awake and well inside of me.

I am grateful my car works even if it often seems that she must run on reiki.

I am grateful to have recorded new content tonight that I’ve been avoiding and to be back at being a list maker …. After experimenting with not for the sake of playing with my north node in Pisces that maybe prefers everything be organized in more of a bubble or blob than a straightforward list.

I am grateful for the two hot water bottles in bed with me and for the movies pretty woman and dirty dancing… even though I didn’t Let myself luxuriate in either today despite cravings. I am grateful for the idea and the practice that I can breathe or stim my way through cravings and stay in a flow of meeting needs versus giving in to old patterns of ducking out when the sensation of dreams coming true starts to elevate.

I am grateful to watch movies tv and generally consume content that inspires me to be the storyteller that I am.

I am grateful for laughing so much my abs sting.

Thanks for everything. No complaints.

Night Vision

FEARLESS LIVING

Kelsey Jean Marie

electric embodiment expert EXPANSION GUIDE >>>> neurodiveregence & radical compassion enthusiast >>>>> DCFO 30 day challenge >> www.antidoteaesthetic.com <<<<<

Night Vision

Stories from the meeting ground of madness & enlightenment — the razor’s edge of consciousness & compassion.

Kelsey Jean Marie

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electric embodiment expert EXPANSION GUIDE >>>> neurodiveregence & radical compassion enthusiast >>>>> DCFO 30 day challenge >> www.antidoteaesthetic.com <<<<<

Night Vision

Stories from the meeting ground of madness & enlightenment — the razor’s edge of consciousness & compassion.

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