gasping fish
report 20171208–0747
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1 min readDec 10, 2017
bad thrashing and jerking attacks at night are back. it is worse with the necessary 30-degree air from the window, because of the cold, and usually much worse if I shut the windows for lack of fresh air.
so I keep them open and struggle to stay warm while my circulation fails and I gasp for the breeze like a fish. :-)
I hope that ensuring the removal of the fabric softener from the laundry will calm these down… as this is not something I can keep up.
it sounds brutal. feels brutal too.
it is also solvable. i’ve solved it before. i will solve it again.
one potential solution engaged, more on the way.
If you’d like to help out, Meg’s most urgent items list can be found here.
— friendly neighborhood neuro-ninjas
