Honesty continued
On telling the truth, again
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Jun 15, 2024
I push people away out of fear of attachment.
I am brutally jealous of my daughter’s relation with my wife.
My job is noble, but it breaks my heart.
I smile at people while wishing them misfortune.
I find myself undeserving.
I wonder if we will ever love each other as before.
I take solace in sorrow.
I tell myself I want to improve, but I really just want others to see my suffering.
I feel like a stranger everywhere I go.
I come from means and a solid family and feel like I don’t deserve to be depressed .
I just want my wife back.