I wish
i wish you joy
i wish a smile
i wish the pain away
i wish the sadness would let go
i wish for days to never end
i wish to never forget memories
i wish to hold you close forever
i wish to never be alone
i wish i would keep quiet
i wish i could get out of here
i wish my thoughts weren’t so loud
i wish for silence in my own mind
i wish for relief from my head
i wish i wasn’t a freaking hypocrite
i wish i didn't think
i wish that i wasn’t always tired
i wish i felt more
i wish i felt less
i wish i felt
i wish i wasn’t hollow, empty all the time
i wish for words
i wish i could describe
i wish i was coherent
i wish i was someone
i wish i was anyone
i wish for to more than just exist
i wish to have purpose
i wish to have reason
i wish to live
i wish
i wish
i wish
i wish
and eventually i stop wishing