08/07/2019
3 things that you are grateful for:
- For this summer
- For being able to laugh at my self and my rejection (best thing that ever happened to me, it helped me to find a bug in this thinking live life fully (lead by the heart) and restore the balance between the mind and heart)
- For this glass of water + magnesium
1 thing that you can do better:
- Play all in
Notes:
How to get over a rejection: start laughing of your irrational thinking and acting (of how stupid was everything)
I’m free again no more emotional attachment (how mad and crazy this heart can be)
Fuck yah no more wanting of someone else in my life (no in that way)
Having just a beautiful mind with whom to talk deep intellectual matters is more than enough for me:), I’m too young to love someone in a romantic way and drown again in that stupidity
Every time you feel you get involve to much for something, learn to detached and see it (and yourself) from above with clarity (that means no attachment)
I forgot to worship Athena (rationality) and I was drowning in the storm of my emotions thinking that the heart is the right driver and forgetting about the brain (is a balance between this two)
Ego is that part of you that thinks you deserve something without putting in the work for it (personal importance, entitlement)
This life is yours for the taken. Hell Yah. Let the summer begin.
Detachment form the earthly attachments offers you clarity
From what place I’m speaking? (Hot (heart) or Cold (brain))
There is so much to learn. This life has all you need literally. Life is wonder full.
Every thought, even the rational ones, has an emotion attached.
When I’m happy I tried to make everyone happy and when I’m sad I try to keep it in and not spared my misery.
The lessons you experience on your own skin stick the best
Don’t take long term decisions based on short term feelings
My subconscious is awesome at figuring out problems when I leave the loop still open
Your life doesn’t depends on another person you decide if it does
Don’t get too attached to this world. This too will pass.
Daily Stoic:
Listen to Ryan Holiday:
00:30–01.01 write the last massage to apologies and thanks to the lovely girl from last week
5:40 Up + water + magnesium
Read Write Post
Move outside
Breakfast (tone +lemon +peanut butter + yoghurt)
Cold Shower
Get dressed and brush my teeth
Out by 7:15
Call mom
7:35 Office
Check emails last week
Close all my tasks from Jira
Start testing the component that I finished before the vacation on servers
Listen to some Eminem:
Some bug pop up
Then Stand up with the team
Next a call with the PO and find the cause of the bug and other stuff
Lunch (veggie menu + desert)
Brush my teeth
And start thinking and adding some new features to the new component based on the call
Write an email to tell the status about the new component to the higher management
Then by 15:00 I was out
Meet a friend that has celebrate his birthday to the office
Go to a park to meet someone (about a monthly payment)
Meet a young fitness coach and get a voucher
Meet her at a cake shop besides Cluj Arena
Had a wonderful time
Then to the graduation of my brother girlfriend
Go and buy some roses
Than making sure that my massage from 01:01 will reach the lovely girl from last week
Then some hugs and photos with the lucky graduate
The walk back home + Lidl
Diner (fruits youghurt)
Then this review
Next Sleep
