27/12/2019

In

Egotistic Thoughts

I sick of this hopeless, grim and fearful attitude towards life

This should be the most beautiful time of the year and I‘m not able to enjoy it

I just can’t continue like this, I’m not living anymore but crawling through the days

I feel stuck in misery, anxiety and depression

I’m afraid of everything

I must take on responsibility for my life already and live stop being crippled by decisions

My mind seems to always go on a darker spectrum

I need to get out of my own way and put my ego aside more often and just do the work

I hate myself because I’m mediocre

I must be and do more but with balance this time

Work motherfucker :)