“You’re Not the Only One / With Mixed Emotions”

I Still Want to Save My Psychopathic Ex’s Life

It’s complicated

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The last image I have of him is his near-motionless body being loaded into the ambulance. It’s the last image that usually burns the most, burns into your mind, and burns into your heart.




Relationships, love, fascination. Narcissism, psychopathy, sociopathy. LGBT, open, unconventional. I’ve been through it all. Maybe you have too?

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