Image by franklin mosquera from Pixabay

[ProTip: before reading, begin to listen to the song “Diminished” by R.E.M. It will bring the piece below into a whole new level.]

You clung to me
Then pushed away
Maybe it was real or maybe just imagined
Hindsight says I should’ve started my engine
I’ve always wondered about your intentions
I would sit and wonder why
What I did wrong, might even cry
Cursed until the day…



Relationships, love, fascination. Narcissism, psychopathy, sociopathy. LGBT, open, unconventional. I’ve been through it all. Maybe you have too?

Get the Medium app

A button that says 'Download on the App Store', and if clicked it will lead you to the iOS App store
A button that says 'Get it on, Google Play', and if clicked it will lead you to the Google Play store
The Silent Wave

An autistic integrative medicine doctor, survived 20y with a controlling mastermind, widowed at 44, starting all over again.