Dreams Keep Me From Sleep
The High After the Show
Tonight was amazing
The crowd felt the wave.
I want to work on mastering that set
I want to stop caring what people think 100%.
Anything less will block my dream!
Their opinion doesn’t matter.
They don’t know all the work I’ve put in.
They put in a fraction
Karma will begin.
I want more friends
Like those people.
Supportive and ambitious
They see the bigger picture,
Now I’m lonely.
Because I’m back in a city that doesn’t want to own me.
I want to be gone and traveling and performing… by this time next year.
This will be my home no more.
I want them to wish I will visit, while I’m busy on tour.
I want to quit my job
And instead be the one donating to the funds.
Or better yet opening my own non-profit.
My dream will come to fruition,
I have faith God did not lead me astray with my dream as a little girl.
I didn’t think I was cool enough, pretty enough.
I am all those things and more —
I am a force!
I am a blessing magnet.
I am dripped in grace.
God keeps blessing me!
Putting the right people in front of me.
My enemy will be my footstool,
Because they are God’s too.
We are on the same page.
Finally, we are on the same page.
I am destined to bring love back,
I am going to make people that hate me love me!
I will make people that hate on others think again!
This my dream and I will not sleep —
Until I see it.
I already feel it in my hands.
