Instagram sucks.
Me personally, I love Instagram, but it sucks for one particular reason. It should not allow you to see how people are doing, especially those you’ve lost touch with. I know that sounds kind of cold and harsh but follow me for a second. If it had a feature like that I wouldn’t be having such a crappy day right now. I’m sure a lot of people are having a worse day than I am.
This lack of a feature ruined my day because I just happened to be scrolling through my feed and I see a post that my ex-girlfriend’s sister posted. At this point you’re thinking why the hell do I still follow my ex’s sister but not my ex? Simple. Because honestly I still want a little connection with the life I used to have and maybe that’s normal. I don’t know. So she posted a picture of her and all her siblings, including my ex, at a wedding down in North Carolina. It was the first time I had seen a picture of her in months.
It took me aback for a secoond. It was like I was seeing a photo of a relative who had passed that I would no longer get to see in person. In a way it was good to see that she looked good and she seemed happy. She looked the same as I had always known her to be, still beautiful as ever.
Who knows when I will see you next.
Hopefully sometime soon.
Stay beautiful.
