Notes From My (Chronic Lack of) Sleep Journal
Kinda have to pee. Too awake now that went to pee.
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2 min readFeb 21, 2024
- Went to bed way too late.
- Went to bed way too early.
- Too tired physically, emotionally, and mentally.
- Not tired enough. What did I even do all day?
- Too bright with the city lights streaming through the windows, damn you, Industrial Revolution.
- Too dark with the blackout shades, can’t even see my hand, it’s unnatural and borderline terrifying.
- Too much noise from the upstairs neighbor coughing.
- Too quiet, is it normal to hear your own heart beating? Is the upstairs neighbor dead from coughing?
- Too ambient.
- What is ambient?
- Too tingly–left foot fell asleep.
- Too angry–shaking out left foot with resentment and jealousy.
- Moon too full, gravitational pull too strong, sinking deeper and deeper into the bed like quicksand, must stay vigilant.
- Moon not full enough, gravitational pull too weak, body can float away at any moment, must stay vigilant.
- Kinda have to pee.
- Really have to pee.
