I had a dream.
Not the one Martin Luther King had, but a scary one which even Martin Luther King wouldn’t put his hands on.
No, nothing serious about my childhood, I was blessed with lots of food, lots of love and lots of passion. But, I strongly believe that the one thing I was seriously lacking was confidence.
But I used to see a dream (a scary one) when I was in 3rd or 4th standard (I don’t quite remember that age though). The dream was damn scary and I used to see that dream when I felt pressure within me (I mean homework).
I was scared
I even had a thought that I’d die out of heart attack when I was in 2nd or 3rd standard, because my heart use to beat like drums when my class teacher asks me about my homework.
I wasn’t that bad, I was an average student and the least self-confident in the entire school. I had very little friends and infact I used to walk a lot lone in the ground and end up coming with 5 rupee and 2 rupee coins (because I walk alone looking down the ground).
It was kind of like this, but without the inner rings and the speed was much lesser compared to the radar you see above.
I had no freaking idea how I ended up seeing this dream. It was a total nightmare, I used to see this dream for almost 1–2 years (not daily though).
Ok I’m going to explain this right now.
This is the best image I could relate my dream with. But please don’t take it seriously because there were no inner rings and gradients, just the green round radar with a dial chasing me slowly with increasing pace.
That red thing you see in the image? that’s me!
It slowly comes behind me and I walk with a little bit of fear, suddenly I feel like that pace of the dial is increasing, so I run (like a lil bitch). I run, I run, I run and finally at the meeting point (when the dial hits me), Boom!
I woke up, heart is beating like drums.
That’s the experience.
I still have no freaking idea about the reason behind this dream, but I should accept the fact that it was so damn scary at that age.
I was googling for green radar images for a website development and I ended up remebering my dream (so I thought of writing it). Just sorry if it’s boring.