Final Fantasy VIII: Strange and Underappreciated, Part One

Brandon R. Chinn
Permanent Nerd Network
6 min readAug 17, 2020

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The first time I played Final Fantasy VIII, it scared me.

The game begins with a bombastic, lauded opening scene. As the song Liberi Fatali drones on in operatic mastery, ebbing ocean waves draw us into a gorgeous field of flowers. A mysterious woman grips a flower petal in her hand and releases it, letting it drift into the sky only to have it come back down as a gunblade — a fierce and jarring weapon gleaming with the symbol of a fierce lion.

“I’ll be here.”

“Why…?”

“I’ll be waiting…here…”

“For what?”

“I’ll be waiting for you here. So if you come here, you’ll fine me. I promise.”

Squall and Rinoa are drawn together, beyond their own understanding.

We watch as Squall and Seifer fight, as blood is drawn and sprayed across the ground, as a sorceress rises from her chair and Squall and Rinoa fall into each other’s arms against a rosy twilight.

This scene was epic and powerful — and it filled me with dread.

I was a closeted kid, raised conservatively and kept from the world’s gruesome realities. It’s this factor that eventually drew me to Final

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Brandon R. Chinn
Permanent Nerd Network

Author of the Kognition Cycle. Works featured in Hawk & Cleaver, Twist in Time, Selene Quarterly. For inquiries contact brandonrchinn@gmail.com.