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Taking care of me when I want to sleep, with long black curly hair — or maybe a beefcake shaving his head in the mirror, looking intense as he does so — Is it surprising we keep dreaming about boys?

Tall, slim, long fingers, bulging veins, dark brooding eyes, button-ups, blue eyes, floppy hair, cowboy hats, suspenders, sneakers, pocket squares — I just want a little treat from all the boys.




A space for me to experiment.

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